October 24, 2009

16th Sex Addicts Anonymous meeting

It really seems like a life without sex addiction would be “stupid, boring and glum” (from the Alcoholics Anonymous book).

I seriously doubt that I can ever be happy. But what is happy? Perfect life without conflict? I guess that is neither true happiness nor true love.

What is my substitute, for when I want to act out? -Sometimes it is just thinking about something else, like suicide. Other times, I just sit in sadness and think about how bad of a person I am for being sexually addicted.

Substitutes like watching a funny movie, or playing the piano, seem lame or stupid.

What is the substitute that can match the same level of excitement?

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