May 31, 2010
MEMORIAL DAY PARTY
I had a chance to observe two little girls at the party. One was 4 and the other was 7.
‘Wow. That’s how old I was,’ I thought.
The 7-year-old played with me in the pool in the back yard. We sprayed each other with a toy water gun and swam around. It was fun. She was very innocent.
I can see how easy it would be for adults to molest a child. They are bastards and cowards for doing it. Fucked up assholes.
…I finally feel anger about it, now.
Write more letters to Little [my first name].
- introduce self
- general questions; none of the yes/no stuff
- write with opposite hand for the reply from the inner child—no censoring
Write an Anger Letter to dad, about mom’s funeral. “How dare you…”