August 6, 2010
I got a job at the amusement park where I used to work when I was a teenager, so I kind of instinctively knew the area, but I did have to job my memory a little. It was close to the time for the orientation to start. I needed to go get my paperwork and park password, first. I vaguely knew where to go. I think my dad was following me through the park, for some reason. Later, he was gone.
I eventually found the place to get my password. It was coded and we had to read a written graph or guide, to figure out our passwords. It was based off our last names (but not the same word). My password used to be NOCK but I remembered, Oh yeah—my last name is now different from my maiden name, so the password is slightly different. It took me a long time to figure out how to read the code box because it was confusing—I wasn’t sure if the letter on the top was the real letter or the code letter.
It was 15 minutes until the Welcome Orientation. I had to hurry. Eventually, I figured out my code password: NOC6. The only difference was the 6. The leader/manager was waiting for me on his truck and we’d drive back to the orientation spot.
Also my sister was there. She’d gotten there at 3 or 4—an hour or two early. She was encouraging me to hurry up.
DREAMS ARE COOL, BUT WHAT DO THEY MEAN?
I wish I knew what these dreams mean. In my life, it feels like I should be doing something, but I have no clue what. I don’t mean a job, but rather a life path. My soul’s path. I’ve forgotten what the fuck to do.
WANTING MORE CONNECTIONS
This afternoon, I opened the door to go outside and a mourning dove bird was on the bird feeder. It didn’t fly away! I was very happy, to be so close to a wild animal.
I think the bird trusts me a little more—possibly because of vibrations and frequency changes in my energy. I was trying to put out vibes of friendliness and love to the bird. It even let me take a few steps forward, slowly. I said hello, to it. The bird was very pretty.
I’d like to re-establish telepathic communication with plants, animals, creatures, Earth, and extraterrestrial people. [I’d been reading New Age websites and conspiracy theories that suggested human beings used to have these abilities.]