The rest of the journal entries during September and early October 2010 are about:
• dreams and interpretations
• meditation visuals/images/visions
• contact with spirit guides, including more automatic writing
• preparing for the move to a new home in California (I visited, but didn’t end up moving there, after all)
• continued analyzing and coping with my previous job
• looking for life lessons and “signs” in movies or anything in my daily life
It’s all quite boring with half-incoherent rambling, and personally, I feel somewhat embarrassed that I ever believed in the “new age stuff,” so I won’t bother to type it all in here.