Decision to move back to the Midwest

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

DREAM

Cult group in a large building. I’m trying to escape. Gathering things—not much. Just some clothing and a toothbrush. Like an overnight bag. Cat left behind. I was afraid of nighttime. Night was when cult members were most active. I returned in morning. Cat appeared to have a surgical procedure like a lobotomy, on the back of her head. I cried and felt horribly guilty for leaving her here. I’d just felt like I didn’t have enough time to make two trips—similar to the other dream, a few days ago [train].

TRYING TO INTERPRET THE MEANING

I’m trying to sell my stuff, so it’s easier to move. [I wasn’t sure where I’d go next, but I felt a desire to move.] I love the cat dearly but I wonder if I subconsciously resent that she doesn’t make it easy to move and “escape” [my current location]? Or is it something else. Why am I having these dreams?

ANOTHER DREAM

I had a dream that I was in danger somehow. A very realistic-feeling dream. Was it real? Or a dream? Anyway, I was under attack via supernatural means, by an entity. I gathered my energy centered around my heart. I looked at my body and saw a green-yellow light coming from my heart chakra. It expanded, as I willed it to expand, to encompass my entire torso. This energy was able to ward off the one with ill intent.

WEATHER

Rain today. All day. Night, too. Just light sprinkling.

MORE CONSPIRACIES

I found more websites and info on the government and corporations. Interesting stuff! The economy will collapse, soon. I’m still selling my possessions for cheap money. I know I won’t need these things any more.

BACK TO THE MIDWEST?

Well, my sister mentioned [the US state in the midwest where we grew up and where she lived at the time of writing], again. I’d actually forgotten about it. I thought it wouldn’t be realistic, since our aunt’s place is currently occupied. But when my sister mentioned it today, the path was suddenly clear. This really was the only path I could see right now, so why not follow it back to the midwest?

I think the Earth will give me the gift of a job so I can afford an apartment.

I like my sister—I think she’s a lot of fun and smart and deep. She questions the way of the world, as I do. She has done amazing steps with her child. She hopes to teach others in healthier ways to give birth, instead of in a hospital with deadly immunization vaccines.

January will be my last month in [the southwest U.S.]. It’s time to move on.

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